Tarrin’s Thoughts
This year has been HARD. There are days I am exhausted to my bones and don’t feel like working horses. I suppress feelings all day and wake up in the middle of the night crying hysterically. Thankfully, it’s not happening multiple times a week anymore. I don’t say any of that for sympathy. It’s just facts and I understand people who are struggling. I had an episode Friday night. I have been exhausted since. I haven’t felt like working horses this week, but I did it anyway. I am nowhere close to making the goals I had set for myself this year. I am closer than I would have been if I hadn’t kept showing up. I remind myself that my horses don’t have goals, I do. I rode two horses for probably 7-10 minutes each tonight. Last night I worked two horses for 15-20 minutes each. Easy time I override the “I don’t want to”, I build strength, I build character, I get one step closer to where I want to be and I feel better.
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